SNSTVDUDE Productions presents
The Inevitable Queer
A series of anecdotes focused on foundational experiences throughout development: childhood, youth, pubescence, and adulthood. Not quite nostalgic in nature nor necessarily niche in vernacular, these stories are important, if not insightful. Enjoy my reflections on how i became myself. I hope to entertain, to educate, and to hopefully inspire your own reflection of how exactly you came to be.
Please note that these stories may contain sensitive content.


Esteemed Snstvities; The Big Three
Scorpio Sun – Virgo Moon – Sagittarius Rising
The Inevitable Queer Archives
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Oppression Survival and The Importance of Perception
Where do I differ, from you or from anyone you know? What parts of me are different, the same, or reflect distortedly? Are you curious about my context? Have you pondered the reasoning behind my actions? Do you care? Should you care? Please, hear my silent prayer. In the previous chapter, I discussed the importance
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Gone Fishing; The Modern Midwestern Man
Queer as a label, like the many identities that exist within it, has many definitions. Queer can mean alternative; Queer could mean deviant; Queer sometimes means odd; Queer, on occasion, means to rebel and to defy; Queer potentially signifies uniqueness; Queer can be nonconformist; Queer can define many people, many partners, many relations, many actions,
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Act Three; God is a Lover
I do not think my experience with religion is hyper-unique. Though many are hesitant to speak on the matter, I believe a vast number of us identify with an unstable faith; our questioning, our curiosity is innate. It is understandable that humans wonder how we began, ponder our creation story, and forecast our grand finale.
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Queer Identity Formation – The Personal Reprise
On September 27th, 2018, my life changed forever against my will. I believe in God, the Father almighty, Creator of heaven and earth, and in Jesus Christ, his only Son, our Lord, who was conceived by the Holy Spirit, born of the Virgin Mary, suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, died and was buried; he
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Sister, Sister; Chapter Two
Have you ever thought about going to prison? What would it feel like to be a prisoner? Confined, controlled, desperate, scared, weak, yet aware. Now say, you were wrongly convicted; Could you live, could you bear? Daily torture, torment, turmoil; you’d feel destined for despair. Last week I mentioned how I am perfectly positioned between
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Sister, Sister; Chapter One
I hated my sister growing up. I’m sure it is decently common for siblings to butt-heads growing up, but I truly held disdain for my sister, Serena. If you have been keeping up, then you know that I wanted to be the center of attention. To this day, the urge to be the center of
