Category: The Inevitable Queer

This series of anecdotes focuses on foundational experiences throughout development: childhood, youth, pubescence, and adulthood. Not quite nostalgic in nature nor necessarily niche in vernacular, these stories are important, if not insightful. Enjoy my reflections on how I became myself. I hope to entertain, to educate, and to hopefully inspire your own reflection of how exactly you came to be. Though ties throughout the stories exist, the topics will vary widely, so please use caution as any post, when needed, will be tagged with sensitive content.

  • Sister, Sister – Chapter Three

    — she — Goodbye.  To the abuse. To what once was, to the possibility of embrace, to our lives of purgatory, to the loss of love, to the grief of beliefs, and to the unending, incredulous conversations. I am resilient.  Facing adversity with opportunity, forging paths of misrepresented combativeness, and broadening our environments to accept Read more

  • Love, In Lozenges

    EVERYTHING IS ROMANTIC. SONIC CHERRY LIMEADE ON A STARK WHITE T-SHIRT.  MY LOVE; MADE IN LOZENGES.  PLAYING CARDS AND SMOKING AT THE PARK.  MY LOVE; MADE IN LOZENGES. SQUISH TEDDIURSA WITH FOUR DAYS APART.  MY LOVE; MADE IN LOZENGES.  A MUCUS PLUG OR TWO IN A CLEAN PORCELAIN BOWL.  MY LOVE; MADE IN LOZENGES.  THE Read more

  • Love, for Life.

    Jordan Daniel Brown,  is how I met you; One year ago, today. On the night we first connected, I knew I’d write about you soon. The story I’ve been dying to tell; Our love until death does do us part. My love, how I love you, with every bit of my body and being. To Read more

  • A Note to Nature Boy

    Nature Boy,  I find myself grounded these days; My roots planted firmly into the soil you helped fertilize. My stem stretches skywards, my leaves soaking in sunlight. I worship my innate synthesization, and I praise the rain that falls. Nature Boy, I thank you, for nurturing me; for allowing my love to blossom.  You repotted Read more

  • The Last Christmas

    I love Christmas; I always have. Not more than Halloween, of course, but no feeling can match that of the gathering of family and friends, the sharing of the year’s memories, and the joy of delivering happiness upon a loved one’s face.  Between my darkest of depression-holes and my brightest of life’s achievements, the holiday Read more

  • Love, Genesis

    Love, Genesis.  Jordan Daniel Brown, is how I met you; Back last June. On the night we first connected, I knew I’d write about you soon. The story I’ve been dying to tell; Our love until death does do us part. My love, how I love you, with every bit of my body and being. To be yours and all Read more

  • The Anniversarial Aureate

    The Anniversarial Aureate Birthdays are important to me – they always have been. To some it is a signifier of age; of another year gone by, and a new one beginning. A birthday often brings together those closest to the celebrant, be it family, friends, or otherwise. To me, while these descriptors hold true, a Read more

  • Sister, Sister; Chapter Three

    This post will remain unreadable until August 22nd, 2025. Read more

  • The Eucharist

    CW: Body Talk, Weight, Body Image My body is a vessel, more than it is a temple. It’s my means of existence, a form of my communication, decorated to match my personality and interests, and the very object that shapes, informs, guides, changes, and develops my thoughts. Without this vessel, I couldn’t think of these Read more

  • My Deviance is My Pride

    Introspection. From October 23rd, 2000 – the day I entered this world – until September 27th, 2018 – the day I was outed – I had to hide who I was. Even after being outed, I was forced to conceal my being until I was independent, financially, physically, and socially. The closet was not only Read more